"This girl is holly, and shes mine!" Said austin on the tv. Then we started running then they had on video the part where i fell! Omg! It actually looked like a movie! I was actually proud! I made it on tv with my hot, sweet, famous boyfriend... Kinda my boyfriend anyways. My mom wasnt so happy. She took the remote from my side and flipped off the TV and looked at me, her face was full of anger. "Would you like to explain?" she asked trying to stay calm. "Uh, not really" i said looking at austin who was sitting behind my mom, i started tearing up. My mom walked out of the room. She didnt even notice austin. I texted austin to stay quiet. Then he came over and sat on the edge of my bed next to me. He wiped the tears from my face then kissed my cheek. Then he was just looking into my eyes and he was smiling. "I like you a lot" he whispered and his smile got bigger. I layed there an smiled. My heart started to beat faster, my palms got sweaty, i felt my face getting red. I didnt know what to say. Did i feel the same way back?
The doctor came in just as that moment got a little akward. Austin sat in the chair that was about 2 feet from the bed. The doctor put my xrays on one of the light boards that was on the wall next to the tv. Under that was an empty counter space. The doctor turned to the counter and started getting out some kind of supplies "well, holly i have taken a look at these x rays and it looks like u have broke your ankle" the doctor explained, "im going to have to put a cast around ur ankle, its probably gonna go from about the top half of ur foot to the middle of ur calf." The doctor continued as he walked over to the hospital bed and pointed to where it would go.
I do not want to wear a cast! This is supposed to be a fun vacation, and despite the whole broken ankle thing this has been the best thing that has ever happened to me! "A cast? R u sure h cant do like an ankle wrap or something?" I asked, even though i was sure that the doctor wouldnt change his mind. "Ur a funny little teenager" the doctor laughed, "now what color of cast do u want?" The doctor asked, obviously not gonna change his mind on the cast. " you know what? Im better now! Come on austin lets go" i said while i started to sit up. Austin rushed to my side, "holly, lay back doen, your ankle is broken, u arent fine! U need this cast babe." Austin whispered to me as he bent over and moved his face closer to mine. I started to tear up, hes just so sweet! I have never cried so much in my life! I think thag Austin is really changing me.. For the better. Austin gave me a peck on the cheek. The doctor was watching the whole time, which was a little akward."so holly, what color do you want you first cast to be?"
Thursday, November 22, 2012
Wednesday, November 21, 2012
Chapter 5
"Oh, look were here!!" I said, avoiding daves question. "Hmm, avoiding my question, smart little girl" dave said back. "Dave leave her alone, and go get a wheel chair for her!" Austin yelled at dave. "A wheel chair? Uh no. I can walk." I said, wheel chairs r for handicap people and old people. I will not use a whell chair! "Uh, i dont think u should be walking." Austin said. "Ill be fine!" I said as i was getting outta the car. My ankle hurt so bad, i stood up, and then sat right back down. "Wheelchair?" Austin asked as he got out of the car and walked to my door. "No!" I said as i started crying, gosh im such a hormonal person! "Ah baby what wrong?" He said so softly as he put his hand on my shoulder and looked at me right in the eyes. "It hurts!" I cried shying away from his beautiful eyes. "Aw im sorry baby." Austin said as he reached in closer, he hugged me and kissed my cheek. If i wasnt in so much pain at that moment i woulda been flipping out! Omg! And hes calling my baby! Ahhh! :) "ok. Can we just get into the hospital?" I asked. "Sure" austin said as dave was pulling up a wheel chair. Ugh, i guess i was gonna have to tAke the wheel chair into the hospital. Oh well. Austin lifted me up bridal style and slowly placed me in the wheel chair. He pushed me into the hospital. Paparazi were surrounding us. The hospital security had to get them out of the way. God they really didnt care that i was in pain. When we got into the ER and we signed in we literally got a room 2 minutes after sitting down. A nurse was doing a few tests on me, one was typing out my information, and another one was examining my ankle. Then before ik it i was heading to the xray room. I gave austin my phone and told him to text my parents and tell them to meet me at the hospital asap but to not explain what happened, or who i was with.
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After my xrays were done austin pushed me back to the room in my stupid whell chair. The wheel chair probably made me look really old, it made me feel old anyways. Ha, i can imagine us being an old couple and him pushing me around jn my wheel chair in our little nursing home! Hha! On the way back to the room i swear that 20 people stopped for pictures! People really didnt care that i was gonna die! Lol, i wasnt really gonna die! I just needed some pain medications fast! But austin, being used to the fame took about 2 minutes with each fan taking poctures and talking about why they were at the hospital. He wished them luck, gave them a hug, and kept pushing. I was shocked that nobody asked who i was. I guess the news was already out. Except it was probably false. They were probably saying that i was "austins girlfriend" and they probably already made us a cute couple name like holstin or something. Awh thats so cute! Too bad it wasnt official...
When we got back to the room i layed in the bed. I was exausted. While o was waiting for the doctor, and my family. I just closed my eyes. I have no idea how long i had them closed. But as soon as i heard a knock on the door i opened my eyes. My parents walked in. I looked around and i think austin went to get us lunch. "Holly, what happened" my mom said as she rushed into the room and sat next to me on the bed. My dad stopd my the door, and my little sister was standing next to him. They looked pissed off. "Uh, i fell and hurt my ankle." I said, hoping thats all they wanted to know, i wasnt ready to explain austin, especially with my sister in the room. "How the hell did u manage to get hurt? I thought u were sick! U shoulda been in bed!" My mom yelled. "Yeah, um i wasnt really sick," i mumbled. "I was with a friend." I said quietly. "A friend? Howd u manage to already have a friend! Weve been here for a day!" My mom said. Obviously she hasnt been paying attention to the news. "Uh, i met them at breakfast?" I said, completely lying. "Really?" My mom said, she knew i was lying, im a terrible liar. "No" i said giving in. "If u watch the news, or the newspaper, or a magazine im sure ull find out what happened." I said, i really didnt feel like explaining. "DID U JUST SAY THE NEWS KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED?" my mom yelled. "Sadly" i mumbled as i turned the tv on on the room. I turned to channel 9. Perfect, the celebrity gossip news was on. And awesomer, they just started talking about it "this just in, newly found pop singer, Austin Mahone, rumored to have a girlfriend? What are the mahomies gonna think? More after the break." Then there was a pepsi commericial. My sister was freaking out "what? He has a gf and its not me?! Im gonna kill this girl!" Said hannah. "U broke ur ankle cuz he has a gf?" My mom said. "Uh.. Just keep watching, theyll get to it!"! I said, wishing that i could rewind time and have none of this happen. My sister ran to the waiting room of the hospital crying her butt off! Dang, shes gonna be mad when she finds out its me. My dad chased after her. It was just me and my mom. My mom with her eyes glued to the tv, i was mentally preparing myself for a big lecture. Austin walked into the room with a mcdonalds bag and 2 cups of soda. I signaled him to be be quiet and sit. He did so, my mim didnt even notice. The news started up again with a video of austin yelling that i was girl. A VIDEO! they got this on video! God! I honestly just wanted to forget all of this! Ugh
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After my xrays were done austin pushed me back to the room in my stupid whell chair. The wheel chair probably made me look really old, it made me feel old anyways. Ha, i can imagine us being an old couple and him pushing me around jn my wheel chair in our little nursing home! Hha! On the way back to the room i swear that 20 people stopped for pictures! People really didnt care that i was gonna die! Lol, i wasnt really gonna die! I just needed some pain medications fast! But austin, being used to the fame took about 2 minutes with each fan taking poctures and talking about why they were at the hospital. He wished them luck, gave them a hug, and kept pushing. I was shocked that nobody asked who i was. I guess the news was already out. Except it was probably false. They were probably saying that i was "austins girlfriend" and they probably already made us a cute couple name like holstin or something. Awh thats so cute! Too bad it wasnt official...
When we got back to the room i layed in the bed. I was exausted. While o was waiting for the doctor, and my family. I just closed my eyes. I have no idea how long i had them closed. But as soon as i heard a knock on the door i opened my eyes. My parents walked in. I looked around and i think austin went to get us lunch. "Holly, what happened" my mom said as she rushed into the room and sat next to me on the bed. My dad stopd my the door, and my little sister was standing next to him. They looked pissed off. "Uh, i fell and hurt my ankle." I said, hoping thats all they wanted to know, i wasnt ready to explain austin, especially with my sister in the room. "How the hell did u manage to get hurt? I thought u were sick! U shoulda been in bed!" My mom yelled. "Yeah, um i wasnt really sick," i mumbled. "I was with a friend." I said quietly. "A friend? Howd u manage to already have a friend! Weve been here for a day!" My mom said. Obviously she hasnt been paying attention to the news. "Uh, i met them at breakfast?" I said, completely lying. "Really?" My mom said, she knew i was lying, im a terrible liar. "No" i said giving in. "If u watch the news, or the newspaper, or a magazine im sure ull find out what happened." I said, i really didnt feel like explaining. "DID U JUST SAY THE NEWS KNOWS WHAT HAPPENED?" my mom yelled. "Sadly" i mumbled as i turned the tv on on the room. I turned to channel 9. Perfect, the celebrity gossip news was on. And awesomer, they just started talking about it "this just in, newly found pop singer, Austin Mahone, rumored to have a girlfriend? What are the mahomies gonna think? More after the break." Then there was a pepsi commericial. My sister was freaking out "what? He has a gf and its not me?! Im gonna kill this girl!" Said hannah. "U broke ur ankle cuz he has a gf?" My mom said. "Uh.. Just keep watching, theyll get to it!"! I said, wishing that i could rewind time and have none of this happen. My sister ran to the waiting room of the hospital crying her butt off! Dang, shes gonna be mad when she finds out its me. My dad chased after her. It was just me and my mom. My mom with her eyes glued to the tv, i was mentally preparing myself for a big lecture. Austin walked into the room with a mcdonalds bag and 2 cups of soda. I signaled him to be be quiet and sit. He did so, my mim didnt even notice. The news started up again with a video of austin yelling that i was girl. A VIDEO! they got this on video! God! I honestly just wanted to forget all of this! Ugh
Sunday, November 18, 2012
Chapter4
I fell asleep on the side walk laying in austins lap. Then the next thing i knew was that i was in daves car in the back seet. I was streched out accross the back seat. And my head was resting in austins lap. I looked up at austin. He had his head titled back with his eyes closed. I looked at dave. He was obviously frustrated. It was really quiet. No music playing. I dodnt want to disturb anyone so i just closed my eyes. "Austin, while were stuck here in traffic would you like to explain?" Dave said. Austin woke up, but never answered and was running his fingers through my hair. "Austin, explain what happened!" Dave exclaimed after another few minutes of akward silience. "Uhh ill explain later?" Austin said. "Uh no. U will explain right now!" Dave said. I just layed there and pretended to still be sleeping. I kinda wanted to hear how this conversation is gonna go. "Ok. Ok. Umm" austin though, "what do u wanna know first?" Austin asked. "Hmm tell me who this girl is" dave said. Ok. Im sorry but im not just a girl. In special. But i guess he doesnt know that yet. "She is holly. And i really like her" austin said. As he started to rub my back. U know, im really enjoying this massage. And aw he really likes me! Thays so sweet! When he said that i started to tear up! "Ok? Uh howd u meet her" dave asked. His questions seemed pretty legot. "Well she is here on vacation with her family. She got really stressed when they were arriving at there hotel so she went for a little walk. And i found her. And we started talking. I really like her dave" austin said so sweetly. Aww its so sweet that he remembered how we met! Even tho it was only yesterday. But im sure he meets a lot of girls, and doesnt remember how he met them. "Ok? When did u first meet her?" Dave inquired. "Yesterday. Austin said as he was tracing a heart on my back with his finger. "And u already like here?!" Dave asked. "Yeah. I really like her. Like ive never felt this way before about anybody. And we have seriously been talking since we have first met! And shes really sweet, and pretty. Shes different than all the other girls that are out there. I think shes the one." Austin said as his voice got softer with everyone. God, i cant believe that i kinda feel the same way about him. But this is probably gonna end up as one of those sunmer romances. I mean, after i go home well never see eachother again. Dave didnt say anything, he just laughed. "Im being serious dave!" Austin said in a not so soft tone. "Ok, whatever you say" dave laughed "so why does she need to go to the hospital?" He asked. "Well we were, ah, we were running away from the paparazi. We were going to my house and she kinda tripped over the curb. And hurt her ankle." Austin saud, getting quieter with each word. "Oh my goodness! Austin! U dont show a girl that u like her by hurting her!" Dave laughed. "I didnt meant to!" Austin said in his sweet voice. At this moment my eyes were filled with tears from the pain, and what austin said about me, i couldnt keep my eyes closed any longer! I opened them. And i could barely see over the wondsheild. But all i could see was cars lined up for ever and ever! So i guess im gonna have to sit here for ever in this pain. I sat up. I was now sitting on the middle seat in the car. Austin was on my right. "Hey, how are ya doin?" Austin asked me as he reached accross my lap and buckled the seatbelt. "Im ok. I guess" i said, even though i was not ok at all, but i didnt want to make a big deal out of this. "Are u sure ur ok? U dont sound like u r." Austin said in his sweet voice as he bit lip and put his hand on my leg. "Mhm, im ah fine" i mumbled trying to hide the pain. "I think ur lying, i can hear the pain in ur voice." He said softly. My eyes filled with tears as ibrested my head on his shoulder. He wrapped his arma around me. Dave turned around. "Aww how cute!" Dave said as he quockly snapped a picture of us. "Austin and holly. A cute couple? I think so! #loveatfirstsight" dave typed, slowly saying what he was typing outloud while laughing. Austin just ignored him. "So, a, holly, do u like austin as much as he likes you?" Dave asked. "Uh" i said akwardly as i felt my face getting red.
Chapter 3
So breakfast was so much fun!!! we stayed down there for like 2 hours talking and playing with food! Oh my god! the food was really nasty, so we decided to make shapes out of them! and haha i posted the pics of out “food statues” on twitter! oh and jacob, yeah he was in the backround of the pics holding the statues! haha now i actuall have proof that i was hanging out with a hot guy on vacation! good things none of my family is following me on twitter. I woulda got in so much trouble! hehe! then after the workers got mad at us for making a mess with the food, we went and chilled in the cool chairs that they had in the lobby! we were seriously acting like 4 year olds. But it was so fun! i haven’t had that much fun with any one for SO long! i really like this jake guy! oh my goodness i cant believe i just told you guys that! ahh! but I think i do, i mean hes cute, funny, and smart! he has the prettiest eyes ever! and he claims that he can sing! i love guys that can sing! but i havent actually heard him sing... But anyways we are walking to the park right now!!
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“holly?” he asked. “yeah?” i replied. “i need to tel you something” he said hesitently. “oh, no, no! we have heard enough stories today! you can tell me tomorrow, or next week, or next year!” i said, really not wanting to know any personal things about this guy, i mean i dont wanna get too attached, im only gonna be here for a month, and will probably never see Jake again. “but, i really think u should know” he said. “hmmm,” i thought “how about this week is my secrets week, and next week can be all about your secrets, but untill next week i dont wanna know!” i said hoping that he would forget about next week. “ok that sounds good. but this isnt a secret! its the truth, that everyone knows except you! and i think u should know now!” he said. maybe it is important, but he already knows to much about me. “i dont want to know the full details, but can you tell me what its about?” i asked. i am realy curiious about what he has to say. “well, umm, i dont know how to say this, but im not who you think i am” he said. wtf? i am so confused! “then who are you?” i said. “wait, i really dont wanna know.” i added. “you really need to know tho!” he said. “no i dont! i really dont wanna know who u r. i wanna know u as Jacob, and i dont want you to change!” i said as i was tearing up. “holly, im really sorry, i shoulda told u the truth from the beginning!” he said softly. “i dont wanna know! stop talking to me! go!” i said as i started wallking back to my hotel, now i was fully crying. “HOLLY!” he yelled, “Please don’t go! he yelled chasing after me. i really dont think i have aver ran so fast in my life. too bad he could still run faster. he finally caught up to me, and grabbed onto my wrist. “i’m really sorry!” he said. “sorry? why the hell would lie to me about who u are? im sick of being an easy target for everyone to lie to!” he said, still crying. “holly, i really didnt mean to hurt you! i guess your the first person who has never known who i was, normally when people know who i am they dont treat me like a normal person, and i just wanted to be treated normally for once!” he said. “OMG! who the hell are you?” i asked, who the heck could this be i mean, he seemed like a normal teenage boy to me. “im” he paused “Austin Mahone” he said hesitently. wtf? is this really.. omg! i didnt say anything. i just stood there and stared at him. he was holding onto my wrists, AUSTIN MAHONE was holding onto my wrists! OMG! i still didnt say anything, i didnt know what to think, what to say, i was definitly in a state of shock! “gosh, i knew i shouldn’t have said anything i know your not gonna treat me the same!” he said.
Chapter 4
ok. so yeah remember how yesterday he was talking about paparazi at the park? yeah.. um he was right. so after the whole “ur not gonna treat me the same” thing i was all like omg! i cant belive this! blah blah blah! then he started singing to me! my heart was melted! then all of a sudden click, flash, click click flassssh! “austin! austin! is this ur new girl” “austin is this girl u were tweeting about yesterday?” “austin austin austin” like oh my mahone! it was crazy there was about 50 reporters, and photgraphers, with big cameras, and tape recorders! yelling at us! surrouding us! he yelled “yeah this is holly! i really like her! and i dont want you guys to ruin this! go away please!” but of course telling them to leave was not gonna help! in fact, it made it worse! they were getting closer and closer when jac, or Austin whispered to me, “follow me” so he held on my arm and started running. i started running with him. after what seemed like forever but in reality was only like 5 minutes we were far enough away from the paparazi to stop for a few seconds so i can catch my breathe. “did u really mean what you said to them back there?” i said panting. “of course i did! i really do like you, even tho we havent known eachother for very long, but i feel like we have this instant connection. ya know?” he explained. “yeah, ik exactly what your talking about. to bad im only here for a month. or i would maybe, idk, date you?” i said a little bit disappointed. “that doesnt mean we cant date?” he suggested. “wait? wouldnt a long distance relationship be kinda hard though?” i asked. “i didnt say anything about a long distance relationship!” he said. “ummm? well then how would that work? i asked, now i was very confused! “uhh, how about i explain later,” he said looking back, “uh we gotta go again tho, cuz here they come!!” he added as we started running. “where are we going?” i asked out of breathe as we were running. “uh turn this way, well go to my house.” he said. as i was about to say ok i tripped over the curb, and fell on the side walk. “oww” i cried. “holl, r u ok?” he said as he got down on the side walk next to me. “does it look like im ok?” i yelled crying looking down at the ground seeing bloood everywhere. “uh not really, um i think u need to go to the hospital, those cuts look bad” he said . “NO!! i cant go to the hospital! SHIIITTT my family can not find out about this! goddd!” i said, now crying even more, and holding my ankle wich hurt like hell! “oh holly, u have to go to the hospital, your parents wont be mad, u were with me. and they would just be happy knowing that ur safe.” he said softly. “oh my god. idc anymore! take me to the damn hospital! my freaking ankle hurts soo bad!” i yelled at him. “uh ok. ummm,” he thought “uhh let me call Dave quick hell come pick us up” he said pulling out his phone. “ok”i said crying, god, he probably thinks im a total baby! he sat down right next to me on the side walk. he dialed dave. while the phone was ringing he wrapped his arm around my shoulders. “im really sorry” he said to me. “its ok, its not your fault.” i replied. i was thinking that it was his faut. i mean he is the reason we got chased by the paparazi people. “ok. well dave isnt gonna answer. let me text him quick” he said as he took his arm off my shoulders. i didnt feel like talking any more. i just rested my head in his lap. he stroked my hair as he was now calling dave over and over. at this point i didnt care if dave ever came. i wanted to rest in austins lap for the rest of my life. for the first time in a really long time i actually feel comfortable, sure my ankel hurts like hell. but i honestly didnt care anymore. finally dave answered his phone. they talked for about 5 minutes. and the whole time im pretty sure dave was asking questions. and austins response “ill explain in the car! just get over here, and take us to the hospital!” austin hung up the phone, “hell be here in a few minutes,” he explained, “hows the pain?” he asked as he stroked my hair. i closed my eyes and pretended not to listen.
Chapter 1
Oh kay. Um yeah this isn't that bad, i mean it started out terribly u know getting to the hotel, and running out because everyone was yelling, screaming, and telling each other what to do and where to go. So i grabbed an ipod (i didnt have enough time to find mine so i just grabed the first one i saw) and my phone out of the electronic devices bag (yeah, because we aren't allowed to use any electronic devices unless we have a really good reason for it) and i just started walking around in this really nice neighborhood that was right next to our hotel.
I had my headphones plugged in and i jammed up the music. sadly i accidently grapped my sisters iPod. and it was locked so i couldnt change the music, so i had to listen to 11:11 and Say Somethin by Austin Mahone on repeat. but whateves, i mean my afternoon got better, actually MUCH better.
So i kept walking around, and this really cute guy starts walking with me. and he was doing everything to get my attention. He was jumping, screaming, falling, spinning, and asking me LOTS of questions. But i really wasnt in the mood, not even for some guy that cute, so i just ignored it. Then realizing that what he was doing wasnt gonna work so he started taking pictures of my with his phone. I hate getting pictures, so i was shying away, and trying to take his phone. he said, "ill stop taking pictures if you would talk to me." so i replied "ill have a freaking conversation with you, if you stop taking pictures, and delete all of the pictures you took of me!" "Can i just keep one picture of your beautiful face?" "sure whatever, just dont let anyone else see it" "deal!"
So now i had to have a legit convo with this guy! “sooo...” i said akwardly. “you seem angry, whats wrong princess?” said the radnom hot guy Me: “umm... i dont really wanna talk about it” i said even tho it would be nice to have someone to talk to, but not some random stranger! “ok princess, where are you going anyways” he said. “um.. oh im going that one park” i said turning right at the end of the street.”o really? yeah the park is the other way princess.. your not from around here.. are you?” he said directing me the right way. “ahh.. no, boy am i glad that there is actually a park around here tho! other wise that would been TOTALLY akward..” i added “hahaha yeah... so where are you from anyways?” asked the strange hot dude! “Iowa” i said kinda disappointed, i mean Iowa is a pretty boring place. “oh wow, did you walk here?” he said with sarcasm. “yeah totally” i added in the same sarcastic tone. “hahaha!” “ohh, whats your name anyways?” i asked, this is something i normally ask someone before i start telling them where im from... oh well, its not like he was a serial murderer or anything, at least i hope he isn’t! “au” he pased, “wait, whats you name princess?” he asked, obviously ignoring my question. “omg! stop calling my princess please! thats really kinda creepin me out, especially since i just met you like what, 15 minutes ago” i said. “actually 23 minutes right about....... NOW! and im gonna keep calling you princess till i know your real name” he said sweetly. “hm, how about you guess my name?” i said while laying on the lush green grass at the beautiful park. “ ok princess, give me a hint” he said sitting next to me. “umm” i said thinking of a good clue, “i have a christmasy name.” i said “santa clause? elf? snow? jesus?!” he guessed, hes kinda funny. me:” haha funny” i said sarcastically, “but no” i addedd. “give me another hint” he said curiously. “it ends with a y” i said wich wasnt much more help. “hmmm mary?” he guessed “nope!” i said, it was pretty entertaining watching him guess. “hmmm. my little princess should give me another hint” he said, god, its so creepy when he calls me princess! “ummmm” i said while i was thinking of another hint, “its a kind of christmas flower and it starts with an H” i said, he would probably get it on that hint cuz there is only one christmas flower that starts with an H and ends in a Y that i know of! “ummmm... holly?” he said with absolutly no confidence after getting it wrong so many times. “ding ding ding, u sir are the newest winner of guess Holly’s name!” i said, smiling and turning my body towards him. “im good!” he laughed. “whats your name anyways?” i asked. “oh come on! you know my name! every one knows my name, im kinda famous...” he exclaimed. hahahahahahahahah geez cocky much?” i said. “im dead serious!” he said, in a serious voice which made it hard to know if he was being legit, or if he was just kidding. ‘omg, let me guess there is paparazi at this park who are getting ready to attack cuz your with some girl who aint your girlfriend..” i said, trying to go along with his little joke. “if there isnt paparazi already here, theyll be here soon” he said again, seriously, “and actually i dont have a gf..” he added. “ohhh, well can you please just tell me your name?” i asked impatiently. “im a.. jake..” he said a little bit hesitantly. “oh kewl” i smiled. then it was just quite for a few minutes. “im bored, what do u wanna do now?” i said. “umm we can go play basketball over there?” he suggested. “ok.. but im not the most athletic person in the world” i said a little ashamed. “thats ok prin.. i mean holly,” he said then added a cute little smile, “i can help ya” he added. “ok haha u can try i guess” i said. Helping me with basketball is like helping a turtle win a race against a cheetah!
so then you know he had his hands on mine trying to help me shoot the ball that we conviently found on the ground. then i tried shooting it by myself wicch was a complete failure but whateves. then we played "1 on 1" thats what he called it. but we just played a game of basketball against eachother. and then he kept scoring, over and over, and over again (show off) so once i finally stole the ball from him i skipped (literally skipped, i dont run) to the other side of the court and i atempted to jump up in the air and shoot it, i missed it of course but he caught me and i kinda like fell on top of him on the ground. and i didnt move and he didnt move for like a whole minute. we just kinda stared at each other, then i got kinda uncomfortable and got off. and sat next to him. i was looking at the trees. and i looked back down at him and he was still staring at me. then we both uncomfortably looked opposite ways. he broke the silence "your so beautiful" and I said "thanks" he smiled and whispered "you dont have to thank me for speaking my mind. your really sweet too" when he said that i bursted into tears! i dont even know y! i usually dont cry. i guess its the sweetest thing any one has ever said to me! and he just sat up and let me lay in his lap as i cried. he rubbed my back, played with my hair and just let me cry. it was really nice. and i when i was done he kissed my forehead! then i apologized for the random tears and he said "no, its fine, if u ever need a lap to cry on, im here" again, SUPER sweet! omg! y does someone this attractive and this sweet not live near me! if he lived near me i would legit date him! but yeah he kinda lives a while away!
I smiled and thanked him. then checked my phone and saw that my mom called me 57 times, and i had been gone for 2 and a half hours and decided to go home. and i did not wanna get attatched to this guy any more than i already was! "Jake?" i asked "yeah?" he said so so sweetly. "i think i should go now." i said in a sad tone. "awh will i see you again?" he asked. "Umm, idk, here give me your phone so i can put in my number." i said. "okay, here ill put my number in yours too, and do u mind if i have a picture with you?" he asked in his soft, sweet voice. "sure, as long as i can have a picture with you?" i said as we were exchanging phones again. we took pictures. then we walked to his house so he could get his car and drive me home.
"wow, u have a car? how old are you?" i asked, hoping he was only 16, because i would never date a guy more than a year older than me, while i was in high school. "i just turned 16 a couple few momths ago. and i bought my self this for my bday" he said. "holy crap! you bought yourself a brand new SUV??? dangg" i said surprised. "haha yeah it took me a while to save up for it. anyways how old are you?" he asked, in the stupid irresistable voice. "oh im 15 ill be 16.." he interrupted me "... in december" (omg! hes already finishing my sentences!!!) "yeah.." i said kind of in a state of shock. i cant beleive that im in some hot guys car, and hes finishing my sentences, and he said i was beautiful, sweet, and he kissed me! omg best vacation ever!! then we were at the hotel. he dropped me off. my whole family was standing in the lobby at the hotel shocked to see me get out of some nice car like that. and of course my mom had to start in with the questions "omg! you worried us so much! where were you? who were you with?" my mom yelled at me. "MOM, i was at the park, and that was one of my friends from school, he moved down here a couple of years ago, and when i told him that i had no where to go he had me meet him at this really nice park.." i said, totally lying to her, but i was not about to tell her the truth! she would KILL me if she found out that i was hanging out with some random hot guy! "oh thats great! just next time u made plans at least tell me where your going!" she said "fine" i said walking to my hotel room. I had to beg to get my own room. im supposed to share it with hannah, my little sister but i know that she will go to my mom and dads room so i pretty much get my own room.
I went to my room. i didnt even come out for dinner. i layed in the bed all night and i texted Jake. after my family went to bed i snuck down to the pool and sat with my legs dipped in the hot tub. no one else was there. i listened to my ipod, and texted Jake. he is so sweet. i cant stop thinking about him...
Chapter 2
Soo right now im laying in bed cuz im "sick" hehe. im not really sick. My aunt flow decided to join in on my vacation (if u know what i mean?) and so i dont feel like doing anything so i told my mom that i "got sick" this morning. and now shes letting my "rest" all day! when actually jake is coming over after everyone else leaves, and we are gonna hang out all day! and I know that you guys are gonna think that im CRAZY but i really like him! like i think i might LOVE him! i know, i know ive known for like not even 24 hours, but we have like this instant conection! i feel like ive known him forever, and its so weird cuz he looks really familiar, but im 100% sure that ive never seen him in my life! and omg! hes sooooo sweet! i seriously havent stopped thinking about him since i got out of his car yesterday! omg! im really glad that we are here for a month! yes! Everyone just left! gonna go get ready :)
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so i didnt really have much time to get ready, cuz as soon as i got out of bed, got dressed Jake was knocking on my door (i think he was excited to see me) so i let him in. "why are you wearing a long sleeve shirt? its florida, in the summer, its really hot out" that was the first thing he said to me! and i honestly dont wanna tell him or you guys why i always wear long sleeves right now, so i just said "oh yeah umm its very comfortable" "ok then?" he said, obviously not pleased with my answer. "ok um i gotta go finish getting ready" i said walking into the bathroom. First I straightened my hair which took forever because i was having a really bad hair day! then i washed my face and brushed my teeth, i started putting on my make up. I guess Jake got a little impatient cuz he just walked into that bathroom like there wasnt even a girl in there! "hey, are you.." he asked then paused for a moment looking at the counter "wait, is that make up? and a hair straightener?" he asked in a surprised tone. "uh yeah, why?" i was very confused. "Holly, you do not need any of that stuff!” he said, kinda disappointed. “yeah i really do. it kind of helps with.. never mind” i said, wishing i woulda just agreed with him, and never brought it up. “no, no you can tell me, why do u need make up?” he asked curiously. He obviously wasn’t gonna just let this go now, “oh never mind, its a long story” i said hoping to get out of telling him. “well we kinda have all day. and im willing to listen.” he said sweetly. Its so hard to resist his sweet voice! “well,” i said trying to think about how to explain it, “well, i wear long sleeves all the time because i have... scars on my wrists” i said hesitantly. “oh my gosh, did you..” “cut myself? yeah...” i said finishing his sentence. “why’d you do that?” he asked, now very concerned. “um when i started middle school I got bullied really badly. people called me ‘ugly’ and well other worse stuff. every day the bullying got worse and worse. and my depression got worse and worse. I actually went anorexic and i well started cutting my wrist. And i actually had to transfer to many schools. Before i started at my current high school school i had to go shopping at thrift stores and i would spend HOURS finding clothes that were ‘cool’ and i baby sat as much as possible so i could have money to buy make up and hair products, and i pretty much transformed my self.” i explained, it was easier than i thought it would be to tell him, “Since i started high school i haven’t gone a single day without make up or doing my hair. It makes me feel a little better about my self.” i finished. “wow, thats too bad. i really am sorry to hear that.” he said in that typical sweet voice. “yeah” i said kinda ashamed. “um idk if this is weird but can i umm see your cuts? i kinda just want to see how bad they were ‘cause i had a friend who also self harmed, and cutting was something he did, and they were really bad cuts” he said. “oh sure, um i guess they are pretty bad, i probably shoulda got stitches on them, but its kinda late now.” i said lifting up my sleeve slowly, the scars go all the way up to the joint on my arm. “wow, those are really bad, oh my gosh, im really sorry about that!” he said examining my arms, “wait is that a..” he asked. “a new cut? yeah actually it is” i said again ashamed. i would never have admitted any of this stuff to anyone, espcially that i just met, and here i am just telling my darkest secrets to some guy i met yesterday! “um, if u dont mind me asking when did u do that one? and why?” he asked worried. “um this morning, because i was scared” i said, the truth just keeps popping out of my mouth! “aww y were u scared?” he said as he sat down right next to me on the bed. “umm i was scared to,” i paused for a few seconds, “be with you” i said in a softer voice than normal. “Holly, why would you be scared to be with me?” he asked surprised. “oh i guess i dont normally hang out with guys and i didnt wanna mess up things with you cuz, i really like you” i said, i cant believe what was coming out of my mouth! “aw thats really sweet, and i actually kinda like you too.” he said softly. “oh” i added. Then we kinda just sat there in silence staring at the ground for what seemed like forever. Then he turned towards me on the bed, and put his hand on my leg, and broke the silence, “well, since you told me your big secret, i should tell you mine.” “oh no, no, no. We’ve heard enough secrets for now. You can tell me later, but lets go down to the lobby and have some breakfast im starving” i said. “uh ok?” he said as i was walking out the door, “arent you gonna finish doing your make up?” he asked. “uh, no.. im not, u were right, i dont need it.” i said, again shocked at what this jake guy is doing to me! we walked to breakfast.
Intro
Tomorrow is the last day of school! Then i have to go home and pack for "Fun Family Vacation" also known as my family (not just my immediate family but also my aunts, uncles, cousins, etc.) wants to torture me! I'm w sophmore r people! I enjoyed these stupid vacations till i was in 6th grade and I started having a life! This year my little 9 year old sister chose to go to Miami, Florida! And the only reason she chose it is because she has this super big crush on some stupid famous dude named Austin Mahone lives there, and hes having a concert there, and she and all my little cousins are so excited to go! Yeah, he is kinda cute, and has an awesome voice, but she insists shes gonna be his girlfriend some day (thats NEVER gonna happen)!!!!
And yeah this might be fun for everyone else because they all have people there own age that they can relate to. I'm 15 and the closest person to my age is 11 (lame!) and 23 (too mature) so yeah im always a loner at family gatherings. >.< but my mom said that I could go do whatever i want when we are there as long as i chaperone all my little cousins at the concert. So im probably just gonna go shopping, by myself, and go to the beach, by myself, and sleep the whole time. Oh, and im probably gonna be on Twitter the whole time. Geez this is really gonna suck!
Schools out, my bags are packed, and we are on the way to the airport! and get this, we are being transported there in one of those kidnapper vans! God, could this get any worse?
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